another recent things happens
in the same week
besides dealing with
academic usual stress
i have to deal with my past
scandal and issue
going towards to the end teenage life
i really wish i can
settle off or write off everything
and start new
it wasn't as easy as i thought
i really wish...
any scandals have met their partners
any misunderstandings will be cleared up
and every person that i hate is forgiven.
so till date:
1. to those i hate; i am totally forgiven
any act i may accidentally express
is may the trauma i have been carry around
forgive me i try to deal with it
but in this mind or heart, non of them are actually happen
you know you are forgiving others is when,
whatever the person you been hating do
you are happy ,supporting ,loving, worry and sad
with honesty and crystal-ly clear.
2. to those have misunderstanding with me,
i have no other intention to misleading you
but, i try so hard to just t
the way i think about something happen in the past
with current view
( which i am no idea why i am doing such fool act.)
i am being crystal clear with my point of view
* still working on it.
3. I TRY MY BEST NOT TO
CARRY ANY SCANDAL PAST
WITH ME IN THE FUTURE
i am new person (partially), so stop projecting the old me.
i was there, ya i know.
why are you trying to turn a new leaf?
you wouldn't want me to flip back my history
and keep bring things up don't you-
it is the worst things i would do.
if in any chance in future...?
i would still turn to new page, i don't want to know the old you.
just new and real you. that's all matters
now find this anywhere;
it is such a relief you know
another life a head :)