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another recent things happens 
in the same week
besides dealing with 
the loss
academic usual stress

i have to deal with my past 
scandal and issue

going towards to the end teenage life
i really wish i can 
settle off or write off everything
and start new

it wasn't as easy as i thought

i really wish...
 any scandals have met their partners
any misunderstandings will be cleared up
and every person that i hate is forgiven.

so till date: 
1.  to those i hate; i am totally forgiven
any act i may accidentally express
 is may the trauma i have been carry around
forgive me i try to deal with it
but in this mind or heart, non of them are actually happen

you know you are forgiving others is when,
whatever the person you been hating do
you are happy ,supporting ,loving, worry and sad
with honesty and crystal-ly clear.

2. to those have misunderstanding with me,
i have no other intention to misleading you
but, i try so hard to just tell you
the way i think about something happen in the past
with current view 
( which i am no idea why i am doing such fool act.)

i am being crystal clear with my point of view 
* still working on it.


i am new person (partially), so stop projecting the old me. 
i was there, ya i know.

why are you trying to turn a new leaf?  
you wouldn't want me to flip back my history 
and keep bring things up don't you-
it is the worst things i would do.

if in any chance in future...?
i would still turn to new page, i don't want to know the old you.
just new and real you. that's all matters

now find this anywhere;

it is such a relief you know
another life a head :) 


i killed my cat

recently i adopted a stray cat
which he is naturally manja and loyal.
i managed to take a good care of him for 3months

last week i went back,
i found him dehydrated on sunday
after i try to feed him but he is very wilt
where i am being selfish,had to leave him on that state..
due to rush assignment hour.

three days later,
mom said
"there was smell from the back yard."
it is where i left him the last time
feeling awful and messed up
i just kill my own lovely cat :(


I'm Back!!!

well, hello ladies and gentlemen...
it quite long time
since the last time I update my blog, 

well still upset about that,
however I have faith that,
there is reason behind in every downturn,
I miss you guys
Marissa,Siti Nabihah, Zera, 'Ain...and the list go on.

I am currently,
on internship with an audit company
(will update the name once i finish my internship program)
a small firm in Ampang area.

to date, it has been 2 months..
yet I have learn lots
experiences of
having fun of learning
and networking,

bore of working?
it's normal to be bore of working 
under people or doing other people works

but if I'm taking the situation like that....
I'll be dead by the end of the month already!
dead of depression and boring-ness!

this is what I learn from senior staff
they are not looking forward for other things
 as much as learning,a good team building ,
they are good teachers too

i am bit exaggerate bout them,
still in excitement mood....

basically what i do
as a trainee
are do some :
  • statutory auditing
  • account auditing
  • draft and finalize report
  • tax computing for audit purposes
the enjoyment starts with 
your heart.

if you do it for Allah
there's no doubt in enjoyment of learning during internship.

here some photos
during external audit :

more will be updated soon enough !



sekarang baru tau
kenapa saya tidak delete ini blog

the reason
i build this for
it is a medium
to some of my friends
that i cant consistently being in touch even though they are my friends
for some of faithful reason which is bullshits to others
all i can remind here is
we are still friends

if any day any time
we are coincidently met, at least smile  would be enough :D