RESET

another recent things happens 

in the same week

besides dealing with 

the loss

and

academic usual stress

i have to deal with my past 

scandal and issue

going towards to the end teenage life

i really wish i can 

settle off or write off everything

and start new

it wasn't as easy as i thought

i really wish...

 any scandals have met their partners

any misunderstandings will be cleared up

and every person that i hate is forgiven.

so till date: 

1.  to those i hate; i am totally forgiven

any act i may accidentally express

 is may the trauma i have been carry around

forgive me i try to deal with it

but in this mind or heart, non of them are actually happen

you know you are forgiving others is when,

whatever the person you been hating do

you are happy ,supporting ,loving, worry and sad

with honesty and crystal-ly clear.

2. to those have misunderstanding with me,

i have no other intention to misleading you

but, i try so hard to just tell you

the way i think about something happen in the past

with current view 

( which i am no idea why i am doing such fool act.)

i am being crystal clear with my point of view 

* still working on it.

3. I TRY MY BEST NOT TO 

CARRY ANY SCANDAL PAST 

WITH ME IN THE FUTURE

why?

i am new person (partially), so stop projecting the old me. 

i was there, ya i know.

why are you trying to turn a new leaf?  

you wouldn't want me to flip back my history 

and keep bring things up don't you-

it is the worst things i would do.

if in any chance in future...?

i would still turn to new page, i don't want to know the old you.

just new and real you. that's all matters

now find this anywhere;

it is such a relief you know

another life a head :)